Day Day, miss you!

This was sooo good

So amazing!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hdVG1guyAbE

(Source: meetmeafterdark)

Okay my bf is beautiful as fuck

Me and my cutie boyfriend.

I haven’t really updated for ages.. So this in me and Calvin, we met at radio school on the first day we bonded over a cigarette together i saw him smoking so pulled the whole, can i have a smoke with you.. Then we decided to grab a drink together and got some delicious margaritas at some funky mexican place, we got talking and we totally had the hots for each other but played it cool. A couple days later I couldn’t contain myself I had to text him and tell him how attractive he was, turns out he thought the same of me. Sounds all cute n stuff, but it wasn’t all fun n games, we both had partners… but cut that part of the story out, we are together now. I stay at his house as much as I can, and I love spending time with him, sure we have wee arguments, but we get over them, I’m sure there’s something out there trying to test us because our problem solving when we fight just sucks, sometimes it feels like we aren’t getting anywhere, but when we decide to get over it, we alway make up in kisses and cuddles and jokes. I can’t write this without mentioning how his ex has been a lil  problematic for our relaitonship, and my sanity, but I think I’m starting to forget about her, in the sense that I know he’s mine, and I shouldn’t worry about her. Well that sounds a bit bad. In a sense I do care about her because I wouldn’t want anything bad to happen to her, but I don’t want her to interfere with me and him, so i’m not caring about it anymore. He’s mine, I’m his, lets see what’s in store for us.

Calvin Tietze you’re a beautiful fucking human being, you sexy wee thang.

Me on the radio, this is what kiwis sound like!

(Source: meetmeafterdark / Jodi Frew)

(Source: meetmeafterdark)

:O it’s me and my mate talking smack on the radio during Jodi&Gracies bitch hour. Listen if you’re bored :)

(Source: meetmeafterdark / Jodi Frew)

• • well i had a couple drinks after class but hadnt eaten much.. and i got my period today.. anyway i was totally fine then i was on the bus. i just couldnt relax at all i felt so sick so i got off the bus(reluctantly cause its $4.50 every time you catch it) and threw up a few times and was like ok sweet im fine went to the dairy and bought a bumper bar to eat thought ok yeah im good then i started having really intense period pains like really bad i have ibuprofen and nuerofen etc at home so thought id try stick it out it got way to intense so i got up to go back to the dairy to buy something to take for pain but then had to sit back down cause i couldnt walk i was in such a bad way like i physically couldnt move or breathe properly i called for an ambulance but i didnt know what street i was on or what area so couldnt give an address they said to go in a shop and ask but i couldnt actually move so i was trying to explain what i could see but everything was really hazy and it was too hard so i just said sorry ill be fine and hung up then i rang mum and everything started to go away and she said when i was a kid i used to black out all the time and now im perfectly fine.. it was the scariest thing thats ever happened to me. like id never call for an ambulance unless i really needed to and at the time i was like i cant even move or get up i need help.

(Source: meetmeafterdark)

Tonight I had a big chat with my mum on the phone. I was crying 80% of the call about how sad I have been while in Auckland. This house I’m in.. something about it makes me feel empty and sad. It’s not the people in it.. just the house.. it’s weird. I’m really hoping my money for a student allowance comes through so i can move out and flat with my cousin. i hate this feeling.

me and my baby, can’t wait till i get to see him again, hopefully in like a month